As to better see a moon
we defer, as bodies, to the earth
in subtle and soft folds among the stalks
of luminescent hyacinth, and near enough to
the stone of our fallen figures for the warmth
of their newly flowering flesh.
In the garden,
at night. It is a garden of bodies. Of our bodies.
Pluck the moon that bends
the hyacinth to your lips, lift
its perfume to your nose. Take in its
light—it will bring sleep.
The bats are restless in their whorls, and must be.
They mark our heads with the number.
The number of all numbers. The wilderness of numbers:
Infinity. Sleep.
I will count the passing hours in your ribs,
the days in the phases of your lunar breast
as the moon travels through your body
into the bed of your womb.
Infinite womb. The garden of gardens.
I will not fall
asleep. Your body illuminated
fends off the bats from descending into my eyes,
and the city behind us—its ghosts as restless—
will not in tenebrous shudder pulse a pulse to match the truly
beating heart's. You are to dream,
dream past the edges of all sound, through
the face of the dark and the face of the water
at the other end of the infinitely-expanding
mind of God. There, you are to receive
a message.
Your hands sink into the earth,
your spine, your ribs. The last of your lunar
breast a crescent when, from your navel, emerges
the tree, the first and the last:
the tree of trees.
Your eyes two moons in the ground,
over which flash opalescent the myths
of the beginning, which are the myths of the
end. This myth of all myths.
And your mouth, another moon in the center
of the garden, speaks in the syllables of light
from the other end of the universe:
There are other gardens,
other nights; there are other trees—
a second tree of blossoming limbs
heavy with neglected pomegranates,
in a garden, beasts of earth
and birds of sky and fish of the threatening sea
restless in condemnation to
infinity, yoked to its burden.
A third tree. They were careful to split
the fruit to spill no juice on their fingers,
the seeds for planting, the seeds for an orchard
of trees, the orchard for a forest beyond the garden
for an earth of trees that block out the sun;
fourths and fifths, each a first and a last.
In the infinitely-expanding
mind of God there are infinite trees.
You wake in the terror
of the muteness of a tree. On your limbs,
pendent moons, and your branches,
heavy with marmoreal ribs.
And you cannot speak until the music
of the ribs ring with the direction of the wind—
it will come from the city behind us,
the city, real because we cannot see it,
and it will deliver the ghosts to scatter
the seeds of your moons. Some will fall to the earth
of the garden, some will fall
into the orbit of the bats. Some will rise
past the horizontal twilight into the womb
of the sky. And I will not sleep
until you speak with this music
of your ribs: the song of
salamanders and philomels,
of blood and ambrosia,
of thunder and first words.
The song of songs.
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